sorry i havent updated in a while. i feel like such a fat ass! i ran 1 mile yesterday and speedwalked a mile after my weight training. i didnt eat anything yesterday even though i almose gave in. it was so hard! and this morning i ran half a mile before class cause thats all i had time for. i havent eatin anything yet and im going to keep it that way. but i still feel like im a failure even though ive been bustin my ass! and i dont know y. sometimes i get bumbed out or manic for absolutly no reason at all! mood swings, jeez! but if anyone knows y, let me know!